December 2010
this year is almost over and i’ve accomplished nearly nothing i had wanted to do, no trip out of the country, not even to california, lost a job, i guess technically i did achieve that, moving on from something that consumed me for about 7 years…..though i love my team, i lost a job gained friends, bffls. 2011 i hope you bring, road trips, new living situations, a great job, great friends, hopefully improve on previous friendships..keeping my fingers crossed that 2011 doesnt bring any broken dreams like 2010 did
Dear old friend, I’m sick of trying and trying. Asking and offering, wanting to actually hang out…and I’m sorry for thinking this friendship was two sided…I’m sick of being used. And you only talking to me when you need something, and you know I’m a sucker and will drop everything for you…but for new years…. Im giving up
new tattoo to keep my smiling since during this holiday season i dont have a whole heck of a lot to look foward to, jobless..and struggling not to waste all my monies